I was miserable,
then i was happy for a while.
Now I feel lower than I actually was before.

I don't know what to do, I don't want to think
like this anymore. Every time there is a highlight in
my day, there is a something that goes wrong every time to make me
feel bad again, I hate this, I just want it to end.
Its not fair. Why should I even bother trying anymore? I don't know.
I thank my friends for being there, but then I wonder why don't they
all just ignore me. I don't deserve your kindness, you are too nice.

Cait - I'm sorry